"Keeping Up With The Kardashians" star Kris Jenner recently shared a horrific and tragic memory she had in her life -- the time when she lost her best friend Nicole Brown Simpson. The reality remembered the long ordeal of being against her ex-husband Robert Kardashian Sr. during the trial against O.J. Simpson, People reported.

Just before the upcoming FX series "American Crime Story: The People vs. O.J. Simpson" is released in a few days, Jenner speaks out and recalls what happened during the famed murder trial against O.J., the husband of the late Nicole.

"It was horrible," Jenner told the magazine. "I couldn't wrap my head around the fact that she had been killed in such a horrific, violent way."

The publication further reported that the famous "Momager" to celebrities and her own children, Kim Kardashian West, Khloe Kardashian, Kourtney Kardashian and Robert Kardashian Jr., was in a tough position of having to be on the other side of her ex-husband's defense team.

"We didn't know what the verdict was going to be," Jenner recalled as quoted by the publication. "I couldn't breathe. When the [not guilty verdict] was read, everybody was stunned. I was just numb. And seeing the photos of [O.J. and his defense team] celebrating, it was hard."

As Jenner recalled all the tough experiences her friend Nicole had to deal with without her knowledge, the 60-year-old hoped that the series would shed light on the struggles that women had to deal with in this day and age, People reports.

Speaking about domestic violence, Jenner revealed that she could have saved her friend Nicole from dying that day since it was also the same day that Nicole apparently wanted to tell Jenner what really went on behind closed doors in her home.

Jenner insisted that women should realize that if they were experiencing any struggle, they should tell someone to protect their lives and prevent what happened to Nicole, the publication reports.

The Huffington Post reports that the FX series "American Crime Story: The People vs. O.J. Simpson," which stars Cuba Gooding Jr., Selma Blair and others will premiere on Feb. 2. The show will be a 10-part miniseries, which will tackle the legal side of the O.J. Simpson trial. Gooding will play O.J., Blair will play Jenner and David Schwimmer will play Jenner's late ex-husband, Robert.